Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

Abusive dad is trying to get into the house and I will likely have to let him at some point. Just very overwhelmed, feel like I'm doing badly by my mom because her one wish was for my dad to not be here. She doesn't mind tho, she's free of this

 

[littleoc]

Just need to rebome my cats

 

[ms spock]

I want you to know how proud I am of you. You have been up against so much, for so long, and yet you are still that loving, kind person you have always been.

You haven't let this destroy the core of you, the REAL you. The one who cares so deeply about her animals and her friends out in the world and here on the forum. I mean, you were feeling suicidal but you still came right back to make sure those who read what you said were ok

This

You haven't let anyone down
You've had to learn to survive because other people let YOU down.

Indeed

Its been messy and heartbreaking and just awful - and so damned unfair that you've had to fight this battle since you were a child. So of course you are overwhelmed with all the chaos around you right now - anyone would be.

I agree. This is an important point.

 

[littleoc]

I do not want to live. Getting through this one step at a time.

 

[littleoc]

Just re-home animals