Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

I don't have to keep holding on like this anymore

 

[littleoc]

Probably a waste of money. I haven't had enough money for years. Now it doesn't matter though.

Probably the only real meal I'll eat today so maybe not a waste

 

[littleoc]

Sorry. Chilling

 

[Movingforward10]

I don't have to keep holding on like this anymore

I’m worried about you @littletoc.
Do you need urgent care? You have a plan to go for mental health hospital, do you think you need to do that rather than wait?

 

[littleoc]

I’m worried about you @littletoc.
Do you need urgent care? You have a plan to go for mental health hospital, do you think you need to do that rather than wait?

No. I won't do it while I still have animals to re-home. I won't do anything that will put them in any kind of danger. If I go to a mental hospital now, some animals may become endangered. also, little brother still isn't making any money. So wouldn't be able to cover any bills or anything.

I have to wait to go to the hospital for those same reasons.

Will go to the mental hospital after that. Can't guarantee it will do anything to help. I'm really sorry you're worried. No need to worry, it just is

 

[Teasel]

Worried about you too littleoc. Am ever so sorry you're so low.

 

[ms spock]

I am out of my tree with worry about you @littleoc. You've just got slammed and slammed and slammed.

Giving up our furry family members is the hardest thing to do. They are our best family members.

I am worried about you @littleoc. You've helped me. I want to help you get through this unendurable pain.

These losses are profound.

I think it was a great idea to get tacos.

You can turn the electricity off and I am sure your brother will find somewhere else to go.

I can feel that you are feeling like there is no point of going on, though you have a plan for the hospital then a group home.

Now you and your cockatiel are the priority. You've found a place for your cockatiel.

What are we going to do to support you?

I can't imagine how much pain that you are feeling right now. But it is too much.

Do you have a safety plan?

Heavy duty self care, like tacos, is crucial.

 

[littleoc]

I'm sorry. Everyone dies though. No one goes away

Won't do it today

 

[littleoc]

Might not until winter or later

I'm sorry. Everything making me stay is gone and the relief is amazing

 

[Teasel]

Much caring littleoc

 

[Movingforward10]

Everything making me stay is gone and the relief is amazing

This is what worries me. I very much hope the hospital stay, once the pets are rehomed, helps you find more reasons to stay.
There are more reasons. Even if they can't be seen or felt at the moment.