Jeremiah Johnson
New Here
Do you know what it looks like when you move a finger in front of your face real fast? That blur? That is what it is like when I look at a specific person who looks like my main abuser unfortunately. It is like their is a blur around them and the blur "contains" this person. I think the mind is confused as it wants to stay away from the stress maker and is sending false signals saying "it most likely is not him but it might be him it might be him, get away!" Before PTSD my mind would have said, "looks like him but it isn't him" - see how the eyes are the same but the nose isn't? I have also had the said persons face melt and become the other person. What is strange is also I cannot remember what the person looks like when i decide to remember.
