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No ones answering which means they must be more emotionally lost than me.
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No-one's answering what?
Ghostybear73
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Well, I think the confusion is what we were replying to. I'm guessing its about your daily depression and suicidal ideation.
I too think about ending it all on a daily basis. It gets hard to fight on days where I'm especially sensitive to my triggers. I have 2 children and 1 of them is getting ready to go on his second tour oversees. He keeps me here as I know he is out there fighting for not only his life, but the lives of everyone in the country. His selflessness makes it hard for me, as his mother, to engage in selfish behaviour.
My daughter keeps me grounded at times, but she is 7 so she can also be my trigger. On the days where none of this matters, I email my therapist and he reminds me how far I have come and gives me the positive praise I apparently need.
Write a list of some of the good things, if you can think of any and pull it out whenever you are at a point where you feel is the only option.
There is a lot of people here that are going through the same thing as you, read some of them and maybe get some ideas on ways to cope.
Oh and by the way, I wouldn't compare your trauma with anyone elses trauma. Everyone is different in how they process their trauma and it can be self destructive if you feel like someone elses trauma was worse than yours. Your trauma is very real to you and that is what matters.
I hope that you can understand that. You are with good people here who don't judge you by the amount or extent of trauma you have endured.
I too think about ending it all on a daily basis. It gets hard to fight on days where I'm especially sensitive to my triggers. I have 2 children and 1 of them is getting ready to go on his second tour oversees. He keeps me here as I know he is out there fighting for not only his life, but the lives of everyone in the country. His selflessness makes it hard for me, as his mother, to engage in selfish behaviour.
My daughter keeps me grounded at times, but she is 7 so she can also be my trigger. On the days where none of this matters, I email my therapist and he reminds me how far I have come and gives me the positive praise I apparently need.
Write a list of some of the good things, if you can think of any and pull it out whenever you are at a point where you feel is the only option.
There is a lot of people here that are going through the same thing as you, read some of them and maybe get some ideas on ways to cope.
Oh and by the way, I wouldn't compare your trauma with anyone elses trauma. Everyone is different in how they process their trauma and it can be self destructive if you feel like someone elses trauma was worse than yours. Your trauma is very real to you and that is what matters.
I hope that you can understand that. You are with good people here who don't judge you by the amount or extent of trauma you have endured.
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rightkindofme
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My days are up and down. Right now I feel depleted and like I don't have a lot to give. It is hard.
I get it. Gets to a point I no longer care what impact it would have on others (negligable anyway), since I don't care what the consequences would be for myself. Like rightkindofme said, it's hard, and every action to drag myself through is difficult and pointless, a struggle and empty. I want it to stop once and for all.
Hopefully you have something or someone -a child, spouse, or family, or some reason to choose to fight it for, or good things to refocus on.
I hope you feel better soon.
Hopefully you have something or someone -a child, spouse, or family, or some reason to choose to fight it for, or good things to refocus on.
I hope you feel better soon.
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I know what you mean. Some days I am just so tired and want it all to end. Other days are better. I am in therapy now and it is helping. Hang in there.
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NaturalHeights
Step 1) Deprogram Your Subconcious Mind - You can do this by visiting a hypnotherapist who practices 'Circle Therapy' or self-apply release techniques. Most PTSD cases are symptoms of an overloaded hard drive (subconcious mind). These imprints simply need to be neutrilized.
Step 2) Flush Your Liver Thoroughly Of Emotional Toxicity - You can do this by carrying out a series of liver flushes. Emotional retention in the chemical form is in some cases just as much of a culprit to PTSD as is an overloaded subconcious mind.
These are two protocols that have been kept from the awareness of the public due to the medical tyranny and anti-competitive schemes played out by the medical industry. The proof is in the pudding, don't believe the lies and propaganda. I KNOW for fact these work and in most cases are the only way to reverse PTSD because I cured myself of severe depression and anxiety with them. When the mind is programmed energetically, and chemically, thinking drugs, herbs and talking are going to reverse this is like saying 2+2 = 5.
Step 2) Flush Your Liver Thoroughly Of Emotional Toxicity - You can do this by carrying out a series of liver flushes. Emotional retention in the chemical form is in some cases just as much of a culprit to PTSD as is an overloaded subconcious mind.
These are two protocols that have been kept from the awareness of the public due to the medical tyranny and anti-competitive schemes played out by the medical industry. The proof is in the pudding, don't believe the lies and propaganda. I KNOW for fact these work and in most cases are the only way to reverse PTSD because I cured myself of severe depression and anxiety with them. When the mind is programmed energetically, and chemically, thinking drugs, herbs and talking are going to reverse this is like saying 2+2 = 5.
nursenurse
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Tread very carefully here, NH. I fully believe in integrative therapy but to basically blame the medical industry is ludicrous. More people have been helped than not helped by conventional therapies, and to dismiss them is to undermine what has actually helped many folks over the years. Treatment is very individual. Wonderful that you managed this stuff on your own through unproven via the scientific world therapies. And in fact there is much evidence to say that liver flushes specifically are dangerous. If eradicating PTSD was as simple as you proclaim, there would be no need for this forum. And there would be no such thing as PTSD.
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