Do I Trust This Feeling Or Not?

[mytai]

@Ryn, I will have to let others be strong for me. I feel very fragile right now, and I'm scared to break before I see my T on Thursday. Having people listen here and offer input helps get me through until I see my T, lets me let out a bit of the built up pressure so I can make it to my appointments.

@Rumors, I wish I could call on my parents for help. My mum chose a long time ago to not be a support system in this by calling me a liar - I feel like my dad still believes it happened, but I cannot make him chose between my mum and me. That's not fair to him to pull him in that direction. But you are right, he would NOT be ok with my great-uncle hitting me.

 

[ghotiff]

I'm new to this forum and so I don't know what to say. But I did want to say that I am thinking of you and I think you are amazing.