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13931ethan13
I also have many symptoms that I believe to be OCD. The first and most annoying would be if I am writing and a pen slips off the edge of the paper, or my finger hit's the edge of my mouse-pad on my laptop, etc. I get a very odd, slightly stressful, and annoying feeling like I somehow have to "fix" that edge. Think about if everything on my laptop was made of clay except my mouse-pad, and my hand slipped off of the mousepad and hit the edge of the plastic or "clay" around the mousepad it would get pushed back. It feels almost like that happens, and when I try to "fix" it, it's like an endless loop of my pushing and trying to shape that non-existent clay back. The second, and most stressful would be that certain sounds or phrases will stick into my head and play constantly. That longer these sounds go, the more stressful it gets. These sounds are normally if I hear a water drop fall into more water, or someone laughs or yells at me, etc. I also get very worried for no reason if I forget something at someones house I will begin to get an extremely annoying feeling much like the "clay" edge one except much stronger, almost to the point of panic, until I get that item back, this will happen with even non-important items such as a piece of paper, or a sock. On rare cases I will repeatedly check certain things, making sure they are somehow 100% fine, as in my mind they feel as if they aren't. I also have an odd obsession of keeping boxes, not to the hoarding state, but I feel as if the more boxes I have the more organized I get.