ugh med confusion is so awful, im so sorry they arent being clear with you. it feels like informed consent isnt a priority here, and u totally deserve that and to feel supported in starting a medication. its a big deal to take these steps and i feel if our anxieties arent soothed or heard in the process it can totally affect our relationship with the drug and its effects, let alone our trust for the doctor.
i agree with EveHarrington, why is an osteo diagnosing mental disorders and prescribing meds like that?? i had no idea they were even really linked to mental health??
maybe sharing my experience could give insight? i dont have bipolar, i am diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, i also have hypothyroidism like you. i get nervous about how meds affect my thyroid but they always tell me not to worry. every med i have been prescribed has had awful awful side effects, especially ssri's (extreme anxiety and panic, hypomania, migraines, exacerbates my insomnia, amongst other things) and the anti psychotics ugh. i was prescribed lamictal on its own abt 6 months ago after not being on meds for a few months, to be honest it is the only med so far that has relatively stabilised my moods in a way where im not just at a suicidal depression baseline all the time. i was doing quite well on the therapeutic dose of lamictal (200mg), but i had to reduce to 100mg for certain reasons and my moods are becoming out of control again, so it definitely worked/works in ways. i was nervous because i couldnt find a lot of information about it being used for anything other than an anticonvulsant and bipolar med, but turns out a lot of people i know are successfully on lamictal and they all either have bpd or ptsd
a hard thing with just ~giving lamictal a try~ is how slowwwwly you have to take it increasing/decreasing the dosage, because of 'the rash'. its really hard when you Need Help Now and have to wait a few months to even get to the therapeutic dose! maybe thats a part of why its not usually used on its own? im still really confused about lamictal to be honest
i really hope some wonderful synchronicity happens that means you can get in to see someone helpful before the end of the year and feel more secure about all this
i agree with EveHarrington, why is an osteo diagnosing mental disorders and prescribing meds like that?? i had no idea they were even really linked to mental health??
maybe sharing my experience could give insight? i dont have bipolar, i am diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, i also have hypothyroidism like you. i get nervous about how meds affect my thyroid but they always tell me not to worry. every med i have been prescribed has had awful awful side effects, especially ssri's (extreme anxiety and panic, hypomania, migraines, exacerbates my insomnia, amongst other things) and the anti psychotics ugh. i was prescribed lamictal on its own abt 6 months ago after not being on meds for a few months, to be honest it is the only med so far that has relatively stabilised my moods in a way where im not just at a suicidal depression baseline all the time. i was doing quite well on the therapeutic dose of lamictal (200mg), but i had to reduce to 100mg for certain reasons and my moods are becoming out of control again, so it definitely worked/works in ways. i was nervous because i couldnt find a lot of information about it being used for anything other than an anticonvulsant and bipolar med, but turns out a lot of people i know are successfully on lamictal and they all either have bpd or ptsd
a hard thing with just ~giving lamictal a try~ is how slowwwwly you have to take it increasing/decreasing the dosage, because of 'the rash'. its really hard when you Need Help Now and have to wait a few months to even get to the therapeutic dose! maybe thats a part of why its not usually used on its own? im still really confused about lamictal to be honest
i really hope some wonderful synchronicity happens that means you can get in to see someone helpful before the end of the year and feel more secure about all this