A few years ago I decided to deal with my thyroid disease. I went to the local community college after reading a few books on nutrition. I took a few classes focused on nutrition and decided to only eat nonGMO/locally grown organic foods.
It's almost a chaotic mess with me if someone even suggest I do differently. My little brother - in good fun - spent the better half of our thanksgiving interactions giving me crap about it.
But he made good that was nonGMO/Organic locally grown.
On our way home I asked my honey if I obsessed over this. He said he noticed it as a trigger like the only thing I can control.
In thinking about it. I can't control my ill health only manage it. I can't control my bad back only manage the pain. I can't control my emotions. That's huge for me. I take mood stabilizers because I'm embarrassed by my outbursts and the stress it causes everyone so I control my food.
Does anyone else live like that? I mean control your food?
It's almost a chaotic mess with me if someone even suggest I do differently. My little brother - in good fun - spent the better half of our thanksgiving interactions giving me crap about it.
But he made good that was nonGMO/Organic locally grown.
On our way home I asked my honey if I obsessed over this. He said he noticed it as a trigger like the only thing I can control.
In thinking about it. I can't control my ill health only manage it. I can't control my bad back only manage the pain. I can't control my emotions. That's huge for me. I take mood stabilizers because I'm embarrassed by my outbursts and the stress it causes everyone so I control my food.
Does anyone else live like that? I mean control your food?
