Hey Tex should get on to the Va about checking blood levals mate, pretty important. Dont want you getting sick bro,then Jimmy & i would have know one to pay out on.:D Yea Jimmy im finding this new medication stops my mind going 100mpa ,only on 100 mgs, but seems to be working. Jimmy just curious mate ,you say you have just met a nice girl,how did you tell her about your ptsd? Im just thinking if i ever meet some one again, whats the go ,i suppose you would not tell them you have ptsd straight up, might scare them off? So how does some one explain to some one new that they have ptsd, or do you keep it away from them for a while ,am i making sense here, because this being by myself is a bit %$^&$#. Dont fancy being by myself, really not use to it after 14 years of marriage.Shit im 42 dont think i would even know how to date again.lol.Shit have smick house on the beach, two good lookin kids[Dogs] ,& me well what can i say photo says it all,shit who am i kidding, there ya go Tex, my mood for today, insecure.:) Cheers Matt