Military Go On (Without Me) And Finish The Fight

[Ronin]

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(Just putting me here a sign to come back to this lol. Had some Q about specific trigger / compound to this. That at the mo I'm more likely to space out & run from as Too much exposure, run for the hills :eek: :facepalm:

Dreams right back to childhood also shiny. Aka yay, Ronin's super grateful for functional therapy :cool: )

 

[Ronin]

Q: (not the one I had in mind but since I be so slow going on processing this, cough)

At what point do you figure you just don't rate being tried for?

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Trying to parse how much of what I think is realistic vs what is survivor's guilt vs what is nonsense learned while held vs what is abuse cementing all the rest and adding new schtuff.

 

[Rainman8772]

Q: (not the one I had in mind but since I be so slow going on processing this, cough)

At what point do you figure you just don't rate being tried for?

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Trying to parse how much of what I think is realistic vs what is survivor's guilt vs what is nonsense learned while held vs what is abuse cementing all the rest and adding new schtuff.

Survivors guilt is the tough one. You feel cheated because you are here and there is not a thing you can do to change it. For me that’s the highest obstacle to get over. Abuse I can’t answer for. Realistic things just fill the cup for me. The survivor though you can’t fix just have to suppress and let a little out as you go.