Could you elaborate? How has everything changed? Did she go with you?
It's hard for me to elaborate much as I have next to no recollection of the appointment, having taken a number of pills the day before. My family say I was in and out of sleep all that day and the next.
The appointment was with a Psychiatrist from the Crisis Team, and a clutch of others - I think a trainee doctor???, a nurse from the Crisis Team, and possibly the Care Coordinator. My husband and daughter were with me and it's their account I rely on. His was very sketchy, but he is way out of his comfort zone dealing with all of this. When I asked my daughter about it I was more concerned with whether I'd said things that would have revealed to her too much about the past.
The only part I recall is everyone wanting me to agree to something, and me saying to my husband "You have some say on this too, if it all goes wrong you are the one who would come home and find the body"
It seems that they wanted me to agree that the way forward was to start CBT. I presume I was saying, again, what I keep asking for - CBT is what I want but I need to be assured that it would start with the stabilisation stage because that is the bit that everyone keeps missing out.
So something has changed between then and now, when they are no longer talking about CBT, and seem to want to change the diagnosis.
Looking at it in the most positive light, they also asked my husband which admitted treatments he had been researching, so it's just possible that against all the odds they will go ahead with that and just want to be assured that the level of risk is low.