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I’ve never discussed this with anyone because I’ve never met anyone that can relate. I have extremely vivid dreams every single night 95% are bad dreams and a lot of the time my abuser will pop up in them as well. It’s a very disturbing thing to deal with when you wake up. This person was supposed to be the person who keeps you safe from the bad people so to dream of sexual scenarios with them sucks. My husband and I just started reading about lucid dreaming and I’m excited to give it a try. If I can realize I’m actually dreaming I can end the horrible things that are happening. One of these days I would love to wake up feeling rested because I dreamt of relaxing on the beach all night. Lol