Cannottakethis
Gold Member
I have moderate hearing loss, confirmed by a hi tech hearing test in a sound proof booth last week. I've known I couldn't hear properly for a while, not hearing people if i couldn't see their face, couldn't hear the tv, certain sounds "hurt" my ears. Plus my ears hurt constantly. And then the constant buzzing noise that in the last week had gone from slight, to major. Mostly on the right side, where my hearing loss is worse, but occasionally on the left. This sound is with me at all times, broken only when I'm in stores or other places with ambient noise, where of course, I can't hear people tAlking. And dizziness. Or whatever you'd call feeling like the floor is dropping out from under you semi weekly.
So today I have an MRI to see if there's any tumors and Monday I'm getting fitted for hearing aids.
I can accept the hearing loss, which may have been caused by 20 years of working on the telephone, and maybe even the hearing aids. I knew I had the issue. I have a lot of hair so maybe the aids won't show. But the sound...this never ending sound... it is making me crazy. I love quiet and now there is no quiet. It's making me depressed, not to mention scared of what the MRI might show.
I have been doing so well with coping, using my dbt skills, sleeping great. Trying not to let this get me down but it's hard.
So today I have an MRI to see if there's any tumors and Monday I'm getting fitted for hearing aids.
I can accept the hearing loss, which may have been caused by 20 years of working on the telephone, and maybe even the hearing aids. I knew I had the issue. I have a lot of hair so maybe the aids won't show. But the sound...this never ending sound... it is making me crazy. I love quiet and now there is no quiet. It's making me depressed, not to mention scared of what the MRI might show.
I have been doing so well with coping, using my dbt skills, sleeping great. Trying not to let this get me down but it's hard.