I've been on here for a few months just reading what other people have written. I guess it's time to introduce myself. I've had a rough childhood. I was sexually abused when I was three at the church I was raised in. I didn't remember anything until I was fifteen. My mother was emotionally abusive. She constantly talked about how she wanted to kill herself. I thought I was the reason she wanted to do it. I was ten the first time I attempted suicide and eleven when I started cutting. I've been hospitalized several times. I was diagnosed with depression and an anxiety disorder. I wasn't diagnosed with PTSD until a few months ago.