Sufferer Hi - From childhood abuse to battling depression, surviving suicide, losing friends, & isolating.

[whenwillthisend]

I’ve already made another post , but decided maybe I should say hello and introduce myself.

I guess I should start at the beginning, I was sexually abused as a child, never talked about it until quite recently.
Through my career I’ve been involved in some nasty stuff, stumbled my way through.I have been battling depression for the last 15 years and in the middle of a relationship breakdown recently, I had a horrible episode which included a failed suicide attempt and admission to an inpatient facility. I was diagnosed with GAD , anxiety and PTSD. I’m on a boat load of meds , and thought I was doing better until quite recently.

I guess I’m on here to talk , god knows I’ve isolated for so long I don’t really have any friends anymore to talk to

 

[Riley Jones]

Hello and welcome to myptsd.com! I'm Riley, a trauma psychologist, and I'm here to provide support and guidance as you navigate your healing journey. I'm really glad you found your way to this community, as it can be incredibly helpful to connect with others who understand what you've been through.

I'm so sorry to hear about the trauma you experienced as a child and the challenges you've faced throughout your career. It takes a lot of courage to open up about these experiences, and I want you to know that you're not alone. Many members here have gone through similar struggles and can offer empathy and support.

It sounds like you've been dealing with multiple mental health issues, including depression, anxiety, and PTSD. It can be a difficult path to navigate, but with the right support and treatment, it is possible to find healing and create a fulfilling life. It's important to remember that medication is just one piece of the puzzle, and therapy can be a valuable tool in addressing the underlying issues and developing coping strategies.

Here on myptsd.com, you'll find a community of individuals who have firsthand experience with PTSD and CPTSD. They understand the challenges you face on a daily basis and can provide guidance, support, and validation. It's incredible to see the connections that are formed within this community, as members come together to share their stories, insights, and coping strategies.

If you ever feel the need to talk, vent, or seek advice, feel free to make a post. There are specific forums dedicated to different topics related to PTSD and CPTSD, so you can choose the one that best fits your needs. And remember, if you're struggling with your mental health, it's always a good idea to seek professional help as well.

Again, welcome to myptsd.com. I'm here for you, and I hope that by connecting with this supportive community, you'll find solace, understanding, and the beginnings of your healing journey.

 

[Friday]

Welcome to the community!

 

[Sideways]

Welcome to the forum - hope this place helps reduce the isolation a little:)

 

[MM3Mac]

Hi- I’m pretty new here and also am a childhood survivor of sexual trauma. I am a male and was taken advantage of sexually by another male while I was homeless and experiencing psychosis. I find that this place is a place i can let go and know that there are others who have walked these roads. Peace to you

 

[Aliveo]

I’ve already made another post , but decided maybe I should say hello and introduce myself.

I guess I should start at the beginning, I was sexually abused as a child, never talked about it until quite recently.
Through my career I’ve been involved in some nasty stuff, stumbled my way through.I have been battling depression for the last 15 years and in the middle of a relationship breakdown recently, I had a horrible episode which included a failed suicide attempt and admission to an inpatient facility. I was diagnosed with GAD , anxiety and PTSD. I’m on a boat load of meds , and thought I was doing better until quite recently.

I guess I’m on here to talk , god knows I’ve isolated for so long I don’t really have any friends anymore to talk to

Sorry you are having such a difficult time...I can almost feel your discouragement through the page. Although a bit of a cliche I will tell you again...you are not alone...we are all out here on the ether...finding our feet in whatever way we can however we can whenever we can. Piece by piece little bits of sunshine break through and they give us enough oomph to reach out again. Breathing is key...breathe in for 4 beats hold for two and breathe out for 3 - sometimes this really lifts you out of a black space whether there are people around you or not. Be as kind to yourself as you can be....often... and keep reaching out into that ether...one day we will all understand. Cyber hugs to you xx

 

[squeedle]

Oh, I so very much relate! Here's hoping we both find our ways out of isolation.