Thanks you guys. I know this is a difficult question. It is for me too, because all the effects seem to fold in on themselves. I'm trying to parse them out if I can. And for the last six months, the lows aren't lasting as long as they did before. Strangely enough, it's not the lows that now sort of freak me out, it's the spells that are new, where I seem to function. The going back and forth from ok to dissociated is concerning.