I Have Reached A Fork In The Road

[TonyG]

I have reduced my medication to nothing over the last month and I have new medication ready to start, But I am not sure I need the medication because after four week of shear hell dealing with withdrawal I feel great. I am seeing my doctor Friday to talk about it .

 

[Changing4Best]

The trouble is, often we can be symptom free and "feel great" and then the dissociation or other things kick in and we don't. You could be in remission now, but that does not guarantee that you will be next week, next month or 5 years down the line. Also, when we don't get enough sleep (I wake in the middle of the night often) life can be really hard. So please take all these things into account as you are talking with your doctor and deciding upon your future course of action.

Heck, I wish I didn't need to take all these meds too, but I know I need them.

 

[TonyG]

Well the feeling great was short lived, Thursday I had mild anxiety and Friday I couldn't get out of bed, my anxiety is up a couple of notches and as per the plan I started my new medication today, It's Easter this time around as non of this is new to me.