i went to the courthouse again

[Dynamic]

this time I cried a lot. It hurt a lot. My spine is like crushing. but I went and I am in bed hopefully I sleep.

 

[Dark.Green.Feathers]

very difficult, I hope you got to sleep. have you got anything to do to help support you at the moment? doing anything extra/more often/more gentle?

 

[Dynamic]

thanks for the care. I did not sleep I actually had a small seizure today. Finally now I’m having a little relief from Epsom salt bath

Gentle waking has helped and I ate little and had herbal tea so far

 

[Dynamic]

So instead of making a new post I will write here.

I found indications my phone has been cloned - or some sort of hacking spyware.

Now that I really think of it one of my ex boyfriends (good w computers) is friends with a mutual of jgfs ex the one in trouble. For hurting me.

Guys I’m so angry I have to talk about it
I’m not quite endangering myself or anyone but I know if I continue on this path I will probably end up In jail for hurting her. Why bc I like violence? No because they are playing with the details of my trauma and I am protected. I am not doing something wrong to these people I am scared and angry and feel like running away I’m so scared ! I f hate it but I am back on my meds and I love that I actually love so much in life right now also why I’m angry like this woman is so miserable she uses her kids as pawns