OceanSpray
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What I mean is I’m thoroughly agnostic, I don’t identify with any particular religion, I have some issues around religions in general.
There are two that have large populations near me that I have personal experience with. I’ve been engrained in both at different points and will never be a full on participant, I will never wholeheartedly believe the way they each do.
But they both get something very, very right. Community. To the point that there’s articles of each type living longer/fuller/healthier lives compared to other populations.
And I’m lonely. I’m so freaking lonely. They both are very big about being active throughout the week with each other, neither are a “meet once be preached to and go home to never see each other until the next sermon”. One in particular has several days throughout the week where they make a point to really be a community.
I want that. I so badly want that. But morally I feel weird basically pretending to be something I’m not.
There are two that have large populations near me that I have personal experience with. I’ve been engrained in both at different points and will never be a full on participant, I will never wholeheartedly believe the way they each do.
But they both get something very, very right. Community. To the point that there’s articles of each type living longer/fuller/healthier lives compared to other populations.
And I’m lonely. I’m so freaking lonely. They both are very big about being active throughout the week with each other, neither are a “meet once be preached to and go home to never see each other until the next sermon”. One in particular has several days throughout the week where they make a point to really be a community.
I want that. I so badly want that. But morally I feel weird basically pretending to be something I’m not.