My trauma happened to me the first times at such a young age that I see no connection between it and possible Karma. How can a baby or young child be receiving consequences of a sexual nature? So I go along with the theory of bad stuff simply happening and that there are people out there who are acting out evil stuff that was done to them when they were younger or just simply have evil intentions. My grandfather was an evil man. However, who is to say that the exact same stuff that he did to me was not done to him when he was a baby and young child? I'll never know, but I think it is a possibility. Therefore I forgive him. However, I did not act out what was done to me on anyone. I never had the opportunity to do so, because I never had children. I was not able to have them, could never carry a baby past the first trimester of pregnancy. I have nieces and nephews though, and certainly I never did any such things to them! So maybe my theory just does not hold up to experience, as I never had the urge to do such things to anyone either. It surely is a puzzle why folks do evil things to innocent and helpless children!
