Hi Len,
Which country and state are you located? I imagine you are looking for other sufferers?
If you want to also talk through this forum, we will listen. There are many threads that you can join in the conversation, create your own as you have done here, or you can start your own trauma diary (see forum headings) where you can start talking about what you have been through and other members can read this diary post comments to you.
Have a good look around, there are many ways to talk to those who will understand.