Your'e an amazing person, and I have faith that things will work out, as scary as it may be right now. But your'e a tough cookie, and kind heart. It's doesn't seem like 'it can't hurt to try' so go for it. Keep your thoughts positive(the mind CAN heal the body) and find the support you need from friends and family when you feel low, sometimes it can be hard to ask(we can ALL be too independant sometimes..lol).
wishing you love, support, and above all strenght. (((hugs)))