I'm so touched by all of you guys' posts, I don't want to start to mention names as I don't want to miss any. You bring me comfort, warmth, some make me laugh ... one way or another, this touches me deeply being accompanied during this life experience.
Over the weekend, I was thinking about why I haven't asked : How long do I have to live ? Yeah that question. It dawned on me, one way or another, when we come into this world, it's for sure that we are eventually going to die. this I understood a few years back. So I learned to face Life in order to face Death one day. So, OK, death is on the agenda. Then I tried saying to myself "I want to live" and it didn't feel right inside of me. More insight into my mind and soul and I realized ... Hey Froggie, I am living, isn't that what's important. You may die any other way (hit by a car, fall down stairs, etc.). So my motto is : I am alive. It's not a day to day task, but a day to day honor to fulfill.
BTW, my doctor called me on Friday to give me the results of some blood tests she made me do. Everything is normal. She is awed at the physical and biological strength of my body.
I'm grateful that I did what I did in life, I have no regrets, what I did wrong, I repaired as well as I could. My family, my friends and I are having quality time together and that's what counts.
