Hello Everyone,
I am 26 soon to be 27. I have spent most of my life in college thinking that college would save me and give me a better life. I was sexually abused by my own father for around 4-years as a teenager. I was very close to my father and it devastated me that he would not leave me alone. I turned him into children services when it began, because I was scared and my mother and brother turned on me. We went through therapy and I stopped talking after I was put back with my parents, because I didn't want my mom and brother to hate me. So, for the next few years I had to fear being rapped and let it happen once hoping that my dad would stop and it just f*cked me up worse. I slept every night with a knife next to me and feared for my life. Now I just live with so much anxiety issues and keep hoping for a way to get better and land a job that I can start my life and move forward as I have tried so hard to better myself.
I am 26 soon to be 27. I have spent most of my life in college thinking that college would save me and give me a better life. I was sexually abused by my own father for around 4-years as a teenager. I was very close to my father and it devastated me that he would not leave me alone. I turned him into children services when it began, because I was scared and my mother and brother turned on me. We went through therapy and I stopped talking after I was put back with my parents, because I didn't want my mom and brother to hate me. So, for the next few years I had to fear being rapped and let it happen once hoping that my dad would stop and it just f*cked me up worse. I slept every night with a knife next to me and feared for my life. Now I just live with so much anxiety issues and keep hoping for a way to get better and land a job that I can start my life and move forward as I have tried so hard to better myself.
