Medications (etc) And Dissociation

[scott_1971_h]

I used alcohol to remember. Now i know I'm weird lol.
I used alcohol to get to a state where i could remember what happenned but without the usual inhibitions. I was a fairly erratic drunk and it was getting WORSE. I would frequently dissociate into an 'out-of-body' experience.
Has anyone else had anything similar?

 

[Kintsugi]

I think I may have done this when I was younger. I still cannot figure out instances when I was younger when I was really affected by alcohol but not in any way that I can recognize now. Really, if some kid came up to me and described these things, I would have told him to lay off the LSD or Ambien.