• We are a multilingual website again. Read the notice about this.
  • Understand AI use at MyPTSD: all AI use is explained in our AI help page. AI use is by choice here. It exists if you want it, but does nothing unless you choose to use it.

Midnight Wandering

Status
Not open for further replies.

Emily18

Bronze Member
Does anyone else walk around when they can't sleep? If so, do you have any certain habits while you do it? I tend to wander around my house mindlessly since laying down and trying to sleep usually brings on unwanted thoughts and memories. I always wander into the same room every time and pace until I feel like I can try to sleep again.
 
I walk back and forth in one room with music playing on my IPod at an steady rhythm to put myself in a trance state. This will be sometime between midnight and 6 am usually. I walk in the dark but the city lights allow me to see so I don't bump into anything. I will look down at my feet walking now and then so my limbic brain sees I am not trapped anymore. I can fight or flee - in case it's back in the sixties again.
 
I've walked miles in the city in the summer when I couldn't sleep. I kept a log. I was hyper at those times and didn't know I had ptsd. One night I think I walked nine miles.
 
I have a bad habit in the summer of taking off to walk at night, was just thinking today last summer I was in PJ's and sandals and a raincoat at 1:30 a.m. when I came upon a group of guys who were bored, I wasn't thinking. Also sometimes I go to the highway. But I understand it blows off adrenaline. I've cleaned to at 3 a.m., so does one of my sisters.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.

Donation drives

2026 Donation Goal

Goal
$1,800.00
Earned
$910.00
This donation drive ends in
0 hours, 0 minutes, 0 seconds
  50.6%

Trending content

Featured content

Back
Top Bottom