I don’t know how to talk to my boyfriend about my ptsd. I have tried a couple of times and asked him “would you be open to learning about ptsd more?” So he can learn what it’s like and maybe be more patient with me. He said yeah I guess? And laughed And I just felt weird and haven’t showed him about it. We have a 2 year old together and don’t have much one on one time to talk about anything other than laundry or what’s for dinner. He sometimes loses his temper on me and it’s a huge trigger that puts me into fight or flight mode, and makes me anxious that it will happen again. I just tried to talk to him about it again but he didn’t understand and we didn’t have time and I just ended up crying in the bathroom then acting like I was okay. I feel so unsupported. I feel like I’m not worth the time it takes to explain my illness and just like a burden.