I'm not sure is this is the ''right'' place to put this post. Having a down day (coming up to christmas) I find it painfull and lonley at christmas since my mum passed away 5 years ago. I always rite her a ''letter'' each year , I know she cant hear it , But something tells me shes there and it gives me peace. i cant physically write her letters so i type them.....i think its a good time ,
I Cant begin to tell you how much I miss you,
You are in my thoughts every day, Your voice lingers in my ears,
I miss playing ''Bear attack with you'' when you would grab me and cuddle me tight
Im going to teach Jesse that game when he is old enough,
He would have loved you mum,
You would have loved him back , He's a cheeky boy,
Im glad your not in pain anymore,
You tried to hide it from me , maby to protect me , i saw , I admire your strength , You never gave up,
I feel weak , I could always talk to you , Now i feel like im alone sometimes,
I want to feel you again and know im safe,
Sometimes its so tempting to join you in peace and silence,
But i know if i did you would give me the ''look'' and tell me im an idiot and not to waste my life,
I Run race for life every year with your name on my running number,
I havent visited you for a while, i feel bad about that , Its hard ,
But dont you worry next time i visit you ill bring your fave flowers - Tulips the red ones you used to be mad about,
You were the best mum i could have ever hoped for , I wish it could have lasted longer ,You bought me up perfectly even tho Dad left us when i was small , you always provided for me , even when you got really sick,
I only hope i can be half as amazing as you were to me ,
Merry christmas mum, I love you.
I Cant begin to tell you how much I miss you,
You are in my thoughts every day, Your voice lingers in my ears,
I miss playing ''Bear attack with you'' when you would grab me and cuddle me tight
Im going to teach Jesse that game when he is old enough,
He would have loved you mum,
You would have loved him back , He's a cheeky boy,
Im glad your not in pain anymore,
You tried to hide it from me , maby to protect me , i saw , I admire your strength , You never gave up,
I feel weak , I could always talk to you , Now i feel like im alone sometimes,
I want to feel you again and know im safe,
Sometimes its so tempting to join you in peace and silence,
But i know if i did you would give me the ''look'' and tell me im an idiot and not to waste my life,
I Run race for life every year with your name on my running number,
I havent visited you for a while, i feel bad about that , Its hard ,
But dont you worry next time i visit you ill bring your fave flowers - Tulips the red ones you used to be mad about,
You were the best mum i could have ever hoped for , I wish it could have lasted longer ,You bought me up perfectly even tho Dad left us when i was small , you always provided for me , even when you got really sick,
I only hope i can be half as amazing as you were to me ,
Merry christmas mum, I love you.
