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My Stream

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I built a little stream on my land. It’s not like it just happened all of a sudden—it’s evolved over the last five years. It’s where I sit every day, often with my wife, but more often with a couple of our five cats and one or two of my dogs. It’s where I smoke a cigar, relax, drink a shot of whiskey, and think about things. And I listen to the sound of the water.

If you were a grunt in Vietnam or elsewhere, you know why I spend time there. In Nam we’d hump from one stream to another, usually finding at least one every day or two. It wasn’t as hot in I Corps, in Thua Thien and Quang Nam provinces, as it was further south. But it got steaming hot in the valleys—the A Shau Valley, Run-Run Valley, and Elephant Valley. We mass-produced the sweat. And if we didn’t find a stream, our canteens (most of us carried six) wouldn’t last. So we developed a special feeling for streams. Now I’ve got my own.

When I was in grad school after Vietnam, I lived in an attic apartment with my first wife. We overlooked a park with a swimming pool for kids and great big sycamore trees. The pool was surrounded by concrete landings at different heights, so the kids would jump from one landing to another and then into the water. It was pretty cool. I’d be up in the apartment reading or writing and look down from my third-story window. At the end of each day the lifeguards would drain the pool. It closed on Labor Day. So most of the time the pool was empty and I had it to myself. I’d take a break in the morning and another in the afternoon and sit on one of the landings, usually smoking a cigarette butt. And I’d think about what I was writing. In other words, I’d think about Nam. You guys know what I mean when I say it stays with you. The good times and the bad. And the very bad.

I won’t get into the nitty-gritty. You guys have heard it all, lived it all. I just wanted to tell you about my stream and how much it helps.
 
PF - water is the life blood of mankind. As you stated, like the grunt in the bush - anything that wishes to live is attracted too it.
As for myself I enjoy fishing - it's not about the catch but that is good as well. Water calms the mind, body and soul. I'd fish and be gone all day without a hit and when I returned home I'd hear "catch anything", I would respond with a smile on my face "Naah - got skunked again" and she would know it was not about the fish.

Enjoy your stream as it is healing all that feeds the "beast" and keeps it at bay. If for only a brief moment in time.

Ba
 
Hey Preston

I still enjoy the woods. I'll do just as you do, find a stream and sit, sometimes for hours. It can be very therapeutic and meditative for me. I once heard a statement by Socrates that went something like; 'why is it that the sting of battle stays with a man for his whole life'. I know that we know. I think he knew as well.

Semper Fi Brother

Jar
 
Well I have Bluewater Creek at my back door. At the moment you could call it Bluewater Ponds as it is the dry season and we did not have a lot of rain last year. As I live in the tropics though, in a few months it will be a river. It is still very peaceful there and in the evening you can hear the frog calls.

Before the wet season hits in December, we have a lot of deadfall, a few saplings, and some soil to move so the land slopes and the water does not get caught up and swirl. That way if it is a big wet, we won't get flooding on the lower part of our block.

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If you put that grid ref into Google Maps, you will see the Bluish tinged water and the sand lines to where the river's natural course is.

Water is very peaceful. When I go to the beach, I find a point of land, bury my feet in the wet sand so the water is just lapping over them spread my arms, and close my eyes. When you open them, all you can see is water.
 
The greatest peace I had was a house by a little lake where there geese and ducks and all kinds of critters, snakes and gators too. I had a little table and chair and every evening I would rush home with some wine or chanpagne even and drink the sundown. Happiest moments of my life. Had a German Shepherd for a while.

Then the in-laws arrived from up north and moved to a RV place 2 miles away. Now they are former in-laws. She took the dog.

I miss him.
 
I love riding my motorcycle to the Marin Headlands, sitting on the rocks as the Pacific waves crash on the rocks. Good times.
 
Old thread, posting anyway.

You have a way with words Preston, they certainly do flow - I hope you're still writing.
 
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