No Friends, One Girlfriend

[Deleted member 28403]

Today I managed to break through my fears and I went and told my friend about my love for her.
We talked for 20 minutes about each others perks and problems and after 4 hours she called me and after a tough fight with parents I was let out (my mom is quite a control freak).
We are now a couple and she kissed me.
I am up in emotions, but thanks to recent contact her warmth hasn't faded away jet and I haven't had deep depression tonight, unlike most other nights.

 

[KwanYingirl]

This sounds very exciting. Take it slow and stay grounded so your emotions don't come back and knock you over!! Remember that feelings come and go, so don't get afraid if some days are not all unicorns and rainbows. I wish you much happiness.

 

[Anarchy]

:):tup:

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Thank you all for congratulating me. To bad I'm breaking tonight again.

 

[bell]

Um, are you in therapy and have you been diagnosed with PTSD?

You sound really young and therapy can help in most cases where you're not feeling your best, whether or not you have PTSD.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Im starting theraphy in a weekish, i think 4 days... Lost in time a bit

 

[Intrepid]

When I was 12 I didn't have a good therapist. She didn't have the patience to deal with my problems. I didn't understand anything about what was going on with me. Also, that was back in the 1970's. She probably didn't have a clue about PTSD. Now therapists get much better training.

Hopefully your therapist can talk you through some of the big emotions and big breaks. But it won't happen overnight. Be patient with yourself. Wish you the best of luck.

 

[Tanishq]

Yes, it's better to have support when you are very young or in a very new situations like this.

Best wishes for your therapy.