I don't feel like crying but it feels like I need to cry. I feel nervous, scared, and nauseous. I haven't cut since high school but I keep thinking about it cuz wouldn't it feel better than this, no I know better and won't. But I'm worried. Taking meds as prescribed doesn't feel enough for me right now. Just wanted to reach out. Thought maybe it could help. Plus I do have a hotline I can call.