I have a dreadful fear of the dark especially being broken down in the middle of nowhere on my own In the dark.
however I was feeling unnerved on Tuesday early morning 2am when I had to drive two hours in the dark.
it was foggy and creepy and dark. I was concentrating so hard watching carefully and there through the fog right in front of me as I’m driving at a fair speed 70mph perhaps .... Through the fog there was a man braced in a crouched position in front of my car waiting to be hit at high speed. the impact was so hard he died instantly After sending him flying so far my windscreen came in as did bits of car and i was so terrified I skidded for so far I thought I was dead too but about 800 yards away the car conked out I wanted it to start so I could find a house. I was in sheer terror thinking the man would come back n get me in my scared head.
I eventually found phone and called for help. I stopped a truck that passes to come and help me check on the man in case he be alive and we slowly drove and eventually he was there I ran out to help and when I was standing beside him I could see the insides of his head at the back we’re all over the white lines on the road. his eyes wide open my screaming wouldn’t stop it was like vomit it wouldn’t stop. The man waitied to be hit While waiting for ambulance another truck came by and ran over him for a second time it was horrendous .
People tell me he is A selfish man but I don’t think that I feel so so sad for him to do what he did he was not in a position to think of me as a driver he just needed a way out and he got it. I am grieving so bad for someone I don’t know And am frightened and feel I will never past this and I can’t shut my eyes it’s only been three days but if anyone been thro similar please reply I’m alone with this even although I have lovely people n the best family and partner ... I want to meet his mum and find out about him While he was alive and about his life but for his mums sake that will have to wait. If anyone has any experince of such trauma please please say hello to me I’m desperate x thank you for reading x
however I was feeling unnerved on Tuesday early morning 2am when I had to drive two hours in the dark.
it was foggy and creepy and dark. I was concentrating so hard watching carefully and there through the fog right in front of me as I’m driving at a fair speed 70mph perhaps .... Through the fog there was a man braced in a crouched position in front of my car waiting to be hit at high speed. the impact was so hard he died instantly After sending him flying so far my windscreen came in as did bits of car and i was so terrified I skidded for so far I thought I was dead too but about 800 yards away the car conked out I wanted it to start so I could find a house. I was in sheer terror thinking the man would come back n get me in my scared head.
I eventually found phone and called for help. I stopped a truck that passes to come and help me check on the man in case he be alive and we slowly drove and eventually he was there I ran out to help and when I was standing beside him I could see the insides of his head at the back we’re all over the white lines on the road. his eyes wide open my screaming wouldn’t stop it was like vomit it wouldn’t stop. The man waitied to be hit While waiting for ambulance another truck came by and ran over him for a second time it was horrendous .
People tell me he is A selfish man but I don’t think that I feel so so sad for him to do what he did he was not in a position to think of me as a driver he just needed a way out and he got it. I am grieving so bad for someone I don’t know And am frightened and feel I will never past this and I can’t shut my eyes it’s only been three days but if anyone been thro similar please reply I’m alone with this even although I have lovely people n the best family and partner ... I want to meet his mum and find out about him While he was alive and about his life but for his mums sake that will have to wait. If anyone has any experince of such trauma please please say hello to me I’m desperate x thank you for reading x