KP, I haven't been on in ages, but I saw your post pop up in my email, and had to swing by. I remember sweet Froggie well, and I'm so sorry. I have a similar friendship with a PTSD buddy ( remember Zipperhead? He's doing well!). I can't imagine how hard it must be to lose that. As PTSDers, it often takes us a long time to build a good, healthy, trusting relationship, and it can be very hard to talk about the crazy crap we deal with. Losing a person you've been able to truly connect with like that must be a terrible loss. My deepest condolences, Hon. (((HUGS from affar))) - Clair