Welcome - many of us have the same problem with phsycomeds, and many dont. I understand your feelings about marijuana , i have smoked for many mnay years and always thought of giving it up, but each time i did and after a period of time , the stress became unbearable. I still smoke and you do have to be careful , too much of any drug will cause problems , and marijuana is no different - just be kind to yourself and be aware of your usage.