Something I Wrote

[BlueDaisy]

you took my heart high in the sky
I didn't know it was to break it apart
I was willing to give you all of it
but i didn't know that you were just an image
one of those beautifull lie
you took me and did what you wanted
I had enough I didn't wanted to fall again
but it was too late you had already made bruise in me
why didn't I got away when I saw it felt wrong
I was hoping you could change
Hoping your strenght wasn't put in your hand but in your heart
maybe you only wanted to see what it felt like
maybe I searched it
maybe it's all my fault and im making a scene out of it
But I want you to know that silence doesn't always mean yes
And if I tried with all my strenght to take your hands off me it was my heart screaming no
You were tall and stronger then me
I gived you my soul so you could protect it but you only destroyed it with your lies and your dirty hands
Why after all the hell I had been trough I need you in my mind maybe for ever
I only wanted to be loved and protected
but the only person in this world who can protect me is myself but I don't think I can do this anymore because my mind is all blurry and I fear to be blind again

-It may make no sense I just wrote everything I had on my heart.

 

[crazytrain]

Excellent, BlueDaisy! I need to get back to writing myself; I found it very therapeutic when I was younger, then got busy with wife, kids, work, etc. Sounds like you have been through a lot; I hope you are finding some solace and peace here at the forum!

CT