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i feel as though something is wrong with my brain. There are so many thoughts and messages happening that I want to bash my head to make them stop. I've done a lot of Emdr on the trauma, my therapist knows most everything but my inner parts are making me feel worse like I'm schizophrenic - my diagnosis is severe cptsd and severe depression. I have no motivation. I'm also losing respect from members on other forums because I don't seem to get or feel better. I constantly talk badly about me. I'm frustrated and scared.