Has anyone else hit the time where the suicde, the plan and actions prepping become like auto pilot. You cant seem to stop? you keep packing keep organizing keep cleaning because you wouldnt want to leave a mess for somebody.... My house has never been so clean but its only because of S plan.
I dont know what to do anymore. Its like i try to talk tell people whats going on, maybe not blatanly but I try and they dont seem to get it. I ahve become so despondent nothing matters i dont feel much....
do to how i was raised i feel like im just being over dramatic pathetic things could be worse...if im feeling bad its my own responsiblity...I just need to be stronger....but then at this same time its not working I keep doing down the S path.
What would you do in my situation?
I dont know what to do anymore. Its like i try to talk tell people whats going on, maybe not blatanly but I try and they dont seem to get it. I ahve become so despondent nothing matters i dont feel much....
do to how i was raised i feel like im just being over dramatic pathetic things could be worse...if im feeling bad its my own responsiblity...I just need to be stronger....but then at this same time its not working I keep doing down the S path.
What would you do in my situation?