suicide prevention hotline

[Strugglingsaks]

Honestly, no, that's not the answer.
These feelings - that no-one wants to listen, and no-one cares, and nothing will change - they aren't truths. Your mind isn't working well right now, and these thoughts come from the influences of depression and trauma.

I am really very sorry to read about what you're struggling with, and want you to know that you aren't alone in these feelings.

Usually, when we're struggling and in pain, what we are looking for is relief. Suicide is not relief - you're not around to experience any relief. It's just the stopping of all things. I know that you can't see there's any other way for the struggle to end, but there are ways.

You need to be getting treatment.

I know that's frightening. But you already are trying - you called that crisis line. And you talked with someone.

thanks.. <3

 

[Ronin]

You are doing everything right by hanging in there and trying to find care, while more hanging in there, Strugglingsaks.

Keep on trying, please, you are not a mess just because life was, is, a mess.

 

[EveHarrington]

Try again to get help. Go to the ER.