WhiteHatGirl
Bronze Member
Ok so I ran away at 19 from the mid-west to west coast and my dad passed a couple years ago. I thought it would be easier trying to relate to the rest if the family while visiting because dad was my continual abuser growing up. But my brother is also a big trigger. All didnt go my way, hiysing and work options immediately blew up in my face. I had hoped to stsy up to 2 years because mom is fragile.
A friend let me down and mom refused to let me stay with her for even a last 18 nights before I definatly have a ride west again. I have been at my whits end and despondant for short times while here. My family is just so sick even finding a way to be around while mom is dying... Mom herself or brother manipulating mom will not let me stay. I am sad and expect a greyhound pity ticket so I can go to have housing elsewhere. Mom will die and everyones whaco. I have to accept she is going to be gone from my life and I won't be around.
A friend let me down and mom refused to let me stay with her for even a last 18 nights before I definatly have a ride west again. I have been at my whits end and despondant for short times while here. My family is just so sick even finding a way to be around while mom is dying... Mom herself or brother manipulating mom will not let me stay. I am sad and expect a greyhound pity ticket so I can go to have housing elsewhere. Mom will die and everyones whaco. I have to accept she is going to be gone from my life and I won't be around.
