I am feeling very lonely today, the realisation has hit of how alone I am when I really wanted to go to watch a band last night and there was nobody to go with :(
Let down. Someone that hosts another PTSD site and has written a book about it, contacted me recently and wanted to chat and help. After one reply, which was more of a information letter, no contact, when I contacted him again to tell him to be more mindfull before invading someones life, he made a load of excusses saying he had written to loads of people and was trying to keep up with them all. I reckon he shouldn't have taken so much on if he did not have time to really give each one his time. Now I just feel abandoned and paranoid about asking for help again :(
Ready to cry, not sure why just feel that I will.
Saffy