I'm feeling better than yesterday, that's for sure. The unfolding of yesterday, I don't know. I just remember small pieces and these were those which were tolerable. Yesterday's frightening and unreasoning demands and stress are now gone and today I've accomplished what I've needed to, plus experienced a range of emotion. ..None of which were too bad accept - I could have done without some of the anxieties, certainly my irritability and bitchie'ness in response to a handful of factors, and including excessive fatigue.
Not complaining, just breaking free a little.
Right now besides feeling tired, too isolated and alone, I feel just about nothing. A lot of thinking and work (too much) and momentum, is too often replacing feeling present in my body and managing my feelings and health concerns as these arise.