What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[intothelight]

Worried and uncertain as my husband is in the hospital. Fearful about stepping up and handling it all. Questioning my own abilities.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Drained and in pain. Been going full force each day this week and I'm feeling it, like a mofo, in turbo, with two more days to go.

So grateful there's only today and tomorrow left to remain attentively on guard, fully present, and so damn active amidst the endless flow of potential visitors and dinner guests.

Grateful for being able to have helped lighten a few loads along the way, but damn. The old grey mare just ain't what she used to be.

 

[The Albatross]

Lackluster and lackadaisical.

 

[StarChild]

Thank you @Lola Nocheprieta @Anrish for your hugs. And of course I'm grateful to all of you who give their support so freely and with so much warmth.

I'm still engulfed in that sadness today. Well actually, I've had no sleep since yesterday... Just sadness and deep fear of imminent death (childhood traumas).

 

[The Albatross]

Feeling sad about Father's Day, watched a movie (Big Fish with Albert Finney) and it reminded me of my grandfather and all his fantastical stories and like the son, believed them all to be true. Missed him so much.

 

[One step at a time]

Drained. Hollow. Angry. Persistant.

 

[ladee]

Feeling relieved to have been 'let go' from my job....
Anxious about finances , but needs are met
Excited about potential earning money in something I love doing.
Alive.

 

[Anrish]

Like some little Anrish.

 

[Chiqui]

Right now, powerless :(

 

[Beans]

Disappointed, vengeful, hopeful, uncomfy

 

[EveHarrington]

Suicidal.

But this is how I feel every day.

The feeling of actually wanting to live, having a reason to live, is completely unknown.

It's like biding my time until I die.

 

[intothelight]

Feeling melancholy today as what was planned is pushed aside to the reality of what is. Just feeling that life is so unpredictable and sadness and fear are taking root, rather than optimism and hope.