I feel very sad, being sick earlier today hasn't been a great help. I do think I need to purge other things too, emotionally. It seems it has been building and maybe getting everything out will help. I hope I can make therapy this week. Oh also sad that I'm now too ill to go out to the thing I wanted to do today. And also sad about how the memories of high school bullies have come back recently, very cruel people and they are no better to this day. Sad and angry about them.