What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Abstract]

ashamed. self hating. confused. maybe bamboozled rather than confused. powerless.

 

[8888]

ashamed. self hating. confused. maybe bamboozled rather than confused. powerless.

If it's because of your PTSD whatever happened to you wasn't your fault. Hugs.

Today I'm feeling optimistic.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Despair

 

[Abstract]

Thank you @8888 for the kindness. Still sitting with the self hatred. Hope the optimism lasts.

Take care Saelben

 

[Tinyflame]

@Abstract :hug: 's , @Saelben , hope you are feeling a bit better :hug:

Confused. Overwhelmed. Grateful, but guilty for feeling despairing. Realizing I can't 'think'/ feel within a base of context, pinpoints get too much focus.

Realize reminders of sadness or fear feel that way again; reminders of happiness or relief feel like 'I remember I was happy or relieved'.

I don't think people outside of here understand triggers. :(

Thinking of way too many things. :(

Appreciate help to try to restore my identity and improve my life, but it feels hopeless, at this moment.

 

[Tinyflame]

Choosing to try to be grateful; tinily hopeful; quiet.

 

[Tinyflame]

I feel ashamed and stupid for posting so much, thinking so much, remembering so much, feeling so much, mistrusting so much, having an opinion, saying "I'm sorry, no", not being stronger, being burdensome.

But I am so afraid. :(

 

[Teasel]

@Junebug I like your posts ♡♡♡

 

[Tinyflame]

Hugs to you @berlinda :hug: :hug:

 

[Slushie]

Bored.. I need to go look for things to do with other people, been alone for too long

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Feeling all the weirdness in all its forms that goes along with being a feeler of ALL the feelings who is surrounded by folks who'd much rather ignore them and not ever address them or even think about discussing them.

It seems the ongoing and repeated harsh lessons of having painful yet unexplainable, by most insurance approved professionals, symptoms never cease by continually remaining convinced that suppressing all these things will somehow magically get fixed or cease to exist by continuing to do things the same way over and over and over simply isn't meant to be absorbed by those I share genes and close space with.

What a strange existence, on so many levels.

 

[Slushie]

Excited ?