I feel triggered. My new boss rang me to tell my my job this week had been cancelled but could I do another one. It was out of my area and I felt like a coward and got all panicky and scared. As I'm self employed I said 'no.' I felt terrible guilt, like I'd let him and myself down. :confused:
Also, I got angry yesterday because a 'friend' of mine came down my drive with a birthday card for my son, he's 21 tomorrow. She passed by my window as I was sat at the computer and didn't even knock. She shoved the card through, walked past whilst avoiding looking at me even though I tried to grab her attention and then drove off! You'd think she could have knocked to say 'hi' even if she couldn't stay. I truly don't understand people. Or am I just too 'nice' and should treat these people like they treat me! :mad:
Sorry folks, I didn't realise I was so angry about my friend. Guess that's what comes of loosing so many and she is the only one I have left - I think I'm loosing her too.
