What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

(((JB))), (((HUGS))) to all.

I am feeling tired, I am looking forward to having a completely lazy day next Tues. The next 4 days will be very busy.

I'm still proud I am coping but it is taking a physical toll. My neck and shoulder are extremely painful and my ulcerative colitis has flared up.

I will keep going though, failure is not an option.

 

[intothelight]

Feeling grateful that I slept for a whole eight hours last night. Going to make sure that I take the time to exercise today as it really helps keep the anxiety in check, makes me feel happier, and helps me sleep. It is hard for me to keep the things I do for myself as priorities, as most days I do not feel like I deserve to be a priority.

Nervous about some of the things I must address today and deadlines that are fast approaching. Trying to keep tackle one major project a day. Struggling to not let the "to do's" and "should have's" become an avalanche of worry.

 

[Traumagirl]

I feel hopeful today.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling good again today. I am so glad. It is about time. I am getting a reprieve and a break. I hink this atitude change has yielded some pretty positive results for me. Not much going on today. I will enjoy feeling good. No negative self talk today. :)

 

[Ice_Fire]

Frightened, exhausted, tearful, confused. Just as I start talking about it, really talking about it, I get hit with T telling me that having to end our sessions is on the horizon. P*ss*d off at life, at Declan, everything. Not sure how much more s**t I can take.

 

[Traumagirl]

I feel sad. I didn't get the job I interviewed for.

 

[Spiderallis]

Very empty today. Stepped back enough to see how deep everything goes... it's a snarl of rusted metal and crumbled concrete. I don't feel human enough to think that's me, that's flesh and bones. All I see is another hollow ruin, burned out and left to fall under it's own weight.

 

[Hashi]

Sending support to everyone here.

Spiderallis, I'm afraid I don't have any words except to say that I'm listening and wishing you didn't have to go through terrible feelings like this.

Traumagirl, I'm sorry you didn't get the job. That must be so disappointing. I hope something else comes up for you very soon.

 

[Let It Be]

All I can say, is that I'm just :mad::mad:.

Hopefully, soon, I will be able to :) over this :poop:.

 

[CraftyCath]

((((((Hugs to all the sweet people who need one today))))))

I have had my blood results back and it is good news. My iron levels are borderline but my hemoglobin is low. My doctor thinks my sore and swollen mouth could be due to acid reflux. I get a lot of pain in my stomach and if I have an ulcer it is possible it could cause anemia.

So I'm back on the iron tablets and she also gave me some meds for my stomach. Any more and I'll be rattling!

 

[Red Feather]

I've been frustrated and sad all day. I am overwhelmed at myself because I want to work on my music but I am so paralysed that I want to give up instead. And then my SI voice came back. I think the effect of the med's I stopped taking is now wearing off. I just wish I could function the way I want to.

 

[jimmy-joe]

Kaput