What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Tanishq]

Shellbell, It's perfectly fine to let out your frustration or natural feelings about yourself. Being a mum is not easy task. It's considered as most toughest task to have in life. This is what I know. :hug: for you.

 

[Shellbell]

Shellbell, It's perfectly fine to let out your frustration or natural feelings about yourself. Being a mum is not easy task. It's considered as most toughest task to have in life. This is what I know. :hug: for you.

Thanks Jaret. You are a really kind, caring person. I hope you're looking after yourself too :hug:

 

[Tanishq]

Yes, Shellbell. I am learning to take care of myself with you all. Such a nice experience, isn't it? Responding to you made me feel good, don't know why. I feel like I accomplished day. :happy:

 

[Trembling]

I am feeling a bit scared, going to a vascular surgeon this morning, all by myself. But hopeful that all will be ok!

 

[SevenWolves]

I feel empty

 

[SeekingSerenity]

Today I feel helpless. I can't be with my Beloved, and I can't help her either. Thats a shitty feeling. Makes me feel really down.

 

[Philippa]

viral, and still freaked from a weird incident at the doctors. Do veins really just collapse normally? She told me my vein collapsed and she could get no blood out of it...but I think she missed my vein and just tried to cover it up by saying that? I didn't like her at all. it was scary.:eek:

 

[Traumagirl]

I feel exhausted, like I could sleep for a year. I also feel depressed and not motivated to do anything healthy. I need to change that in order to survive the day. Hugs to all!!!!!

 

[Srain]

Philippa, veins can collapse due a number of causes one being poor technique but generally another vein can be used. I've no doubt it was a scary thing to hear, especially when feeling distrust.

((((((((Lion and PH)))))))))))) ((((((((((Hugs to those that are struggling today))))))))))))

I woke up hot and anxious, in a startled response about 2:30am. I managed a good long walk with my little dog since for some reason Big Girl was huddled under the side table next to my husband's side of the bed and refused to come out even after a couple of hours.

Now I feel disconnected from everyone and find it hard to post. I have an appointment this morning later on but it's clear to me as I'm typing this that today is the anniversary of a terrible event and I am not yet, if ever, beyond it.

Today I will try to honor and not let flashbacks and loss of loved ones over take me, one minute at a time.

 

[intothelight]

Going to keep pushing forward today as each day seems to be an improvement over last week. Feeling less anxious and more emotionally stable. I'll take that! :)

 

[CraftyCath]

((((((Srain))))))) ((((((((Deb))))))))

I am having real trouble sleeping. If it's not nightmares it's hypervigilance. I wake often tense with huge waves of anxiety washing over me. I'm finding it difficult to get to sleep, to stay asleep and then I wake early.

I know it is just the worry of going into hospital :eek: and I think I'll sleep for a week when I get home.

It doesn't help that I was in some weird dream when I was woken suddenly by a huge clap of Thunder and actually shouted and jumped myself wake. :rolleyes:

 

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling calm today again. I am having a day at home. H has my car and left early this morning. The dogs came onto the bed and we snuggled down for a nice long lie in.

I'm pleased the sun is out today although there is a cold wind. I have done a load of washing and have it hung on the line. It is too cold to sit out but the dogs and I had a play together.

I'm feeling a little nervous as I am going to my second meeting of the W.I. tonight. We are having a sale and I have made some white chocolate and cranberry fudge, I'll take 4 jars of marmalade and a few fiction books and see if I can sell any.

My neck and shoulder are very painful. H and I have some outside stuff to deal with and my solicitor is beginning to round up my case for compensation. I'm trying to be an 'ostrich' but waves of anxiety keep trying to overwhelm me.

Breathe and relax.

(((HUGS))) to you all.