(((((Dear Rain, CC, PH)))))), ((((All who need kindness)))))
This night shift is going to kill me. :( Not to mention I try to eat at 1am and it sits there like a rock and makes me feel :sick:. Unfortunately, no 'day' positions were created for those on a bus shift, so there is no way to apply internally for any change, except for more hours (potentially). :( I am thankful for work and it is a necessity, but I know my body will never keep up wih this at my age, and physical health. It's like running a marathon at midnight. :(
Not to mention I have no fear alone out at night at that point because I'm just too tired.
What to do, I have no idea..? So I feel worried, sick, exhausted, hands-tied, resourceless, trying to be positive, physically giving out. :(