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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

(((((Dear Rain, CC, PH)))))), ((((All who need kindness)))))

This night shift is going to kill me. :( Not to mention I try to eat at 1am and it sits there like a rock and makes me feel :sick:. Unfortunately, no 'day' positions were created for those on a bus shift, so there is no way to apply internally for any change, except for more hours (potentially). :( I am thankful for work and it is a necessity, but I know my body will never keep up wih this at my age, and physical health. It's like running a marathon at midnight. :(

Not to mention I have no fear alone out at night at that point because I'm just too tired.

What to do, I have no idea..? So I feel worried, sick, exhausted, hands-tied, resourceless, trying to be positive, physically giving out. :(
 
I feel calm today. I am feeling sad ; It is Sept 11th. It is a sad day. What a horrible thing to think about. What a horrible thing to happen. It is unspeakable. I will try to have a good day anyway. Sometimes I hate the news. But my husband loves to watch it. I think I am going to put a movie on and watch something else. I was feeling good. I am still being positive.
 
I'm feeling a bit scared at the moment as the back base of my skull just began hurting and I've begun feeling somewhat naseaus. My experience with this pain has left me feeling very frightened and helpless before.

At the time being, I'm choosing to not let prior experience and fear, feed off each other and throw me off balance and course today.

Affirmation: I Can Take Care Of My Health And Manage All Of My Symptoms! If its by way of scheduling professional help in the management of them, I can seek, find and receive this help too. Real professional services and help are available!
 
I feel drained at the moment.

I came home this afternoon to find hubby being ill, something he had eaten while out had not agreed with him. I made him a cup of tea and even that would not stay down.

So now he is in bed with strict instruction only to have plain water until I tell him otherwise. If he is OK in the morning he can have a bit of toast.

I can see it being a long night.
 
I'm feeling proud of myself for going to a W.I meeting. Not only that, but I have said I'll be on the committee. They wanted me to be President and I said NO, very nicely but firmly. I told them I wouldn't commit to that until I felt more comfortable. Yay, assertive me, doing what is best for me and not overdoing it. I did say I would try Vice President ;).

As a bonus I won the raffle and came home with a lovely basket of fresh veg (picked this morning), it contains beetroot, baby leeks, runner beans, potatoes, yellow courgette and swiss chard (I need a google moment, what the hell is swiss chard) :hungry:. Supper tomorrow night will be a lovely stir fry.
 

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