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Feeling giddy that lower back is a 2 as opposed to a.2000.
Feeling good knowing this is positive results for getting a NPD person out of my life.
Feeling freedom that I am learning why and how NPD's show up in my life
Missing my son in a healthy way.(Major accomplisment!)
Resentful of work I have to do
Afraid I'll keep procrastinating
Afraid the words won't come to me
Determined to get it done
Worried for my wife who is going through hell at work
Fiercely protective of her
Furious at her boss and ED for micromanaging her and putting her under the microscope and making her feel depressed and incompetent
Worried about our future if she quits her job or gets fired
Hopeful that she will land on her feet in a new job where they appreciate her skill set
Proud that I have managed to keep a good job that we might be able to survive on one income
My brain feels like its been in a hot tub soaking for a few hours. Not numb, but just emotional neutral? No problem thinking or making decisions, but no real "fire" behind it.